busy bumble bee

Man, things have been crazy busy, sorry I haven't written in so long. But I can't write now, I'm in freshman comp. I love you all, and  I love this computer, it's not dial up.

woops, sooorry!

Yeah, talk about cliff hanger for almost a week.

  We have thirteen puppies! 6 girls 7 guys! All very healthy. Eppie seems very worn out, poor dog, but she is super protective against cats, I don't blaim her!  She's getting healthy again, obviously after having thirteen puppies no mother dog will be perfectly healthy as soon as she's done. So we're giving her all sorts of stuff to help her gain weight again.

  Well, my acting class starts this monday. I'm excited I'll actually be able to get out!

  Hmm, running kinda low on gas funds, I think I'm gonna have to start applying at more places really soon. I just haven't been going many places lately and I'm saving my gas funds for monday so I haven't been driving much.

  I went with my Mom and Ben to drop him off. Bummer, that stunk! I really didn't like that much at all! We did have a little fun on our five hour drive. It went like this I pipe up from the back with "I can drive!" and smile as big as I can. and I was in the middle, so then Mom and Ben both turn their heads slowly to stare at me blankly. Then they busted out laughing!  Needless to say I didn't ever drive the entire trip. Whatever! I'm a pretty darn good driver! Some of my friends make fun of me for being too cautious!

  Well, speaking of Mom, she's home so I've gotta go talk with her concerning applying. See ya'll later!

Puppies!

YAY! As I type Eppie is popping out the puppies, right now she has 2 little girls, they're so little! And Eppie is still super fat. I'm guessing 12, Dad and Rachel: 11, Joe:10, and Ben:7.  We shall see. Let the best guesser win! I plan to.  Mwahaha! Just kidding. It's all good.  I'm so excited!

I'll keep you posted!

eye potatoes

That is correct, eye potatoes, not potato eyes, but eye potatoes, as in a potato that I am wearing on my eye! Mom has this wierd herbal remedies and folk remedies and old wives tales book and my right eye has been doing odd things lately.

  This morning I woke (from an awful dream in which a realistically large spider was laughing hideously and swinging round and round on his string from the ceiling of the basement, getting closer with every swing, with me pinned to the steps holding my new giant teddy bear (Manuel) and screaming like a girl. There was another spider under the steps huming to itself and watching in evil anticipation, they were only the size of my hand but I was terrified and they obviously wanted me. To make things worse I think they were brown recluses. I couldn't get up the steps because I had Manuel with me and had to protect him, and if I stood up the spider would be able to reach us. All the time the age old "They're more afraid of you than you are of them" line echoed in my mind.) but I didn't awake from my alarm clock, I woke up for seemingly no reason at 7:00, unheard of for me.  But as soon as I was awake it became apparent why, my eye hurt real bad and it was having a hard time opening, not that weird, happens all the time, but I reached up to feel is and it had been eeking stickiness all night long, not green stuff, just very nastily thick tears. It does that alot so I didn't mind so much, I've gotten used to that. So I fell asleep again and dreamt of looking in the mirror and finding I had one me eye, and one grampa eye. Ugh!  So then I woke up again and looked in the mirror to find one me eye, and one red eye!

  So I figured I'd been putting up with enough from my eyes and I would tell Mom. She thinks it is pink eye, I don't I've had pink eye more time than I care to count, and I know what it feels like. She told me to wash it out with borac whatever it is in water. But I know it isn't pink eye, and last time I had pink eye I did that and my eye became huge! It was sick looking, trust me!  So now I'm wearing a freshly grated red potato on my eye, I made it a little pouch and tied it on with a rag. It feels gross, it's also a pink eye treatment, but I know I don't have pink eye, I just figured it might help with whatever I've got as well.  I'm supposed to do this twice a day for a half an hour. Actually, my half hour is up now, so YAY!

  Wow! The world is so much brighter and more blurry now, and there are potato shavings all over it! Yick, I guess I'd better clean up now. Well, that's how my day has been fun ay? Got to go now, as I've nothing more to write about. Love ya!

post Christmas blues

  Christmas was amazing, so much fun, family, friends, joy, funny conversations, presents, worship, candy, food... but now it's over.

  This stinks, now I actually have to work on getting a job, AUGH! I don't even want a job anymore, I feel like I just went through this, which is true, I did just go through this, and it was rotton to the core! Not only did I just go through job hunting but I just went through the interview, the training, the making friends, the familiarizing, the getting good at it, and just like that it was over, and now I have to do it all again!  I don't want a job, I just want money. I guess the world doesn't work like that. Come on! All I need is $2,300.00 and to not be let down again! I can't take anymore dissapiontments, I think I've had MORE than my fair share of dissapointments!

 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRG! NO MORE!!!!!!!!

  Can someone just randomly GIVE me a job? Do I HAVE to search for one?  Or couldn't someone just give me $2,300 rather than me actually having to endure hardships for it?  This is bad! This is really really bad! Jobs make me sick! I hate money, I hate hate hate hate hate money!  How about we pay for EVERYTHING with rocks! Yeah, rocks, I've got rocks. Alright! Rocks it is!  

See ya'll around and have a happy new year.